So it's Friday!

I got a little package in the mail today.

I must be old fashioned, but I just love getting mail! It is so much more personal than e-mail or texting. It makes me smile...

On a side note. I get my wedding band back today. I have felt so naked without it for the past 2 weeks while it was being shined and buffed...and resized. Just in time for Sweetest Day tomorrow, another Ohio greeting card holiday which I love. I am a sucker for romance.

flowers, candy, kisses, hugs, romance movies, gifts, red, pink, hearts, love songs.

I am also a sucker for my babies. Aren't they adorable? It just melts my mommy heart that they are best friends!

*Edit*

I was so spoiled this evening with a dozen of the most beautiful red roses, and a cup of the most wonderful mocha coffee, by the most amazing husband in the world. He sure does know how to put a smile on my face!

Living in my own little world...

I am feeling down-in-the-dumps today.

As I sit here and do my breathing treatments, for the third time today, I feel sorry for myself. I hate that it seems as though my life revolves around my health. I hate Cystic Fibrosis. I am tired of treatments, I am tired of pills, I am tired of coughing, stomach cramps, chest pains, fatigue, aching joints...getting short of breath just chasing my kids.

As I sit here alone at my own pity-party, I remember a song that I heard earlier today on the radio.

"What if there’s a bigger picture?

What if I’m missing out?

What if there’s a greater purpose I could be living right now?

Outside my own little world."

Matthew West

How could I be so wrapped up in my own misery, if I can even call it that? I am so blessed. Blessed beyond belief.

I have a wonderful husband (who I am madly in love with), two gorgeous children that fill my heart with an abundance of joy, a wonderful family and friends (might I add that I have the best and most supportive parents and grandparents in the world) and most importantly,

a God who loves me for me. He loves me just the way I am.

How could I not smile when I think of all the wonderful-ness (is that even a word?!) in my life!

I want to step outside my own little world. This world is not only about me. There is a much greater picture that I close myself off from at times.

I think that sometimes I so selfishly get caught up in my own burdens that I forget that I really do have the power to impact others with love...even if it is just sharing a smile.

I am not here for my purpose, I am here for God's purpose.

I am not feeling so down anymore, after all...my life is not all that horrible. Come to think of it, I wouldn't change a thing.

Mmmmm. I love me some cute boots!

Crazy about boots. And I am crazy about these boots! New from BearPaw...

BEARPAW Crescent Knit Boot in Loden. Wear 'em up or wear 'em down...they look great.

http://www.bearpawshoes.com/

They won't be available for about 2 more weeks! That gives me 2 weeks to choose a color ;) Loden or Spice?!

A walk down memory lane!

Me pregnant with Adalyn!

Me and Caleb...he was about 1

Matt, Stephanie and me...I love my siblings!

I love my sister!

Me pregnant with Caleb! Wow that was almost 5 years ago.

Ross and my wedding day! June 26, 2004

What a wonderful day!

All I have to say is WHOOo-HOOOoo...I had an absolutely fabulous doctor appointment today! All of my hard work over these past few weeks have really paid off!

Are you ready for this? I have raised my FEV1 (lung function) from 60% on Sept 24th to a whopping 78% today, October 6th! My small airways have increased as well. I have gone from a 21% to 48%! How amazing and fantastic is this news?!? I also gained 3 lbs...to top off my day! Needless to say, I am on cloud 9 and are ready to celebrate!

I should get some sort of reward or something for this accomplishment (which by the way is a humongous one!!!)

All smiles.

**I should mention that it has been over a year and a half since I have seen these kind of numbers!

I am already missing my brother and best-friend terribly... is it September 2011 yet? Hopeful wishing! This picture is from his going away party...I have tons more and will be posting them over the next few days. I am exhausted now, and must get some sleep! I have a sick little baby girl to take care of...double ear-infection, YUCK! Poor Adalyn!

On a side note, I have officially gained 5 lbs. For most that would be devastating. For me? That is wonderful news! My doctors will be impressed at my appointment tomorrow! I am hoping to gain a few more so that I can buy some new fall clothes :) I guess I need to find a way to earn the money too... haha!

I think I am in love!

MADISON LUREX ZEBRA JACQUARD SOPHIA SATCHEL
$358.00
style:15925
An uptown satchel with a downtown feel, thanks to a fresh silhouette, the metallic shimmer of the zebra print, and the playful hangtags and shiny patent trim.
Leather
Inside zip pocket, cellphone, and multifunction pockets
Fabric lining, zip-top closure
Detachable strap for shoulder wear with 14" drop
Handles with 5" drop
14 ½” (L) x 10” (H) x 3” (W)

www.coach.com

Ahhhhh, I am in love! I so desperately need to find a way to get my hands on this purse! I am a purse fanatic...and not one to spend this much money (but trust me, I definitely would if I had it this time!!)... A girl can dream though, right?!

Anyone with and extra $400 bucks laying around, haha? :)